Friday, December 18, 2009

Fear of Failure

Fear of not accomplishing what I want, I dont even know what I want. I am so confused as to what I want to do with my life. I am thuroughly confused. I just feel so fucking confused.

Fear of failing/Fear of Trying

Not feeling like I am good enough or that I can accomplish what I want to accomplish or that I will not get to where I want to be or that the hill is too steep or that there are so many people that are better than me or that i am too old. That is what I feel. I feel like I do not belong and that I am not good enough. I just cant take that step forward. I am afraid of money. I am afraid of starting over. I am afraid of trying. So I procrastinate. I take on so much and I just end up wasting so much of my time and energy. I have wasted so much of my life analyzing who I am. SO MUCH TIME!


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